I am creatively purposed. Well, I believe that I am creatively purposed, but before I tell you why I feel this way, I need to tell you what being “creatively purposed” means. As far as I know, no one has defined this term before, so this definition is what I personally think it means… Creatively purposed is when you are supposed to use your, God-given, creativity for the purpose that He has for you. In other words, your creativity is what you are going to use to reach and/or walk in purpose. This post is for everyone out there that feels that God has given you a spirit and pull of creativity. I’m right there with you, and for everyone saying that creativity is for hobbies and not for making a living, I trust God with my purpose… not society. So, now that we have our “definition” out of the way, I want to talk to you about why I feel that I am creatively purposed and how you can find out if you are too.
(Backstory Time!) I have always been creative; I’m talking about singing songs before I knew how to even talk! From there, it was a wild imagination that would later turn into writing crazy stories that (while the attempted books haven’t made it past the drawing board yet) would teach me how to write and engage readers (which would help me with my writing when I felt that God was pulling me to blog). In between, this creativity birthed lemonade stands, “card companies”, painting/drawing, attempts at writing songs, and much more… but you get the picture, I was a child who tried to get my hands on anything at all that would let me be expressive (some may even say, creative). In my adult years, this creativity has led to me being a nail technician, refinishing furniture, learning to knit, and creating this very blog. For as long as I can remember, I have had this creativity flowing through me; and for as long as I can remember, I have looked at it as nothing more than a way to keep myself occupied with hobby after hobby. I have never looked at my creativity as being a part of my purpose… until today.
Those of you that know me, know that I love watching Pastor Michael Todd from Transformation Church in Tulsa,OK. I love watching his sermons because he keeps things transparent, he doesn’t just tell you what good you can get out of a right relationship with God, he gives you scripture to give you actionable steps to get that right relationship. I really could go on for a good while about Transformation Church and their amazing sermons (I will put a link to their website and their YouTube page below), but I want to talk a little about their “Planted Not Buried” series. I have been watching it for several weeks, and I went back yesterday to start the series over (when you feel like that sermon series is for you and about you, sometimes it takes a second watch through to get every little piece of information out of it). Let me tell you, it hit me like a ton of bricks. One of the main points in the series is that “Planted and buried look very similar, it’s what’s happening where you can’t see it that makes the difference” (planted-seed growing beneath the surface, buried-no life). I encourage you to go watch the series, it’s so good, but my takeaway from it was that I had been looking at my situation in such a wrong way, that it shocked me.
I had been looking at all of the negatives in my life and (while I don’t want to admit it) I was beginning to feel like God was giving up on me; or at the very least, that I was heading in the opposite direction of what He wanted for my life. So, when the aha moment hit, it changed everything. I felt like God was trying to get through my thick skull and say “you aren’t dead, I’ve just got you planted”. So, I prayed… “Lord, I want your will for my life, not my own, even if I don’t understand it right now and it’s dark and scary, please lead me to YOUR purpose for me”. Then the next aha moment struck (Are you seeing a pattern here?). I am struggling financially, that is just the plain truth. For reasons that I won’t bore you with, money has been fairly tight lately.That being said, I have been looking for a way to earn more money. Notice I said that I was looking, as in, instead of trusting my provider, I kept trying to make a way for myself and it went about as well as expected…. My second aha moment was that I’ve been listening to what everyone around me has been saying about needing/finding more money, and not what God had been telling me about my walk in purpose. The truth is, I am not analytical or logical in the slightest, and if we are talking about cars or machinery, I’m the last one that you want to get involved… but I have always been creative. My creativity is a bundle of my God-given gifts. I started thinking that maybe, just maybe, God was using each of my hobbies to help cultivate my gifts so that I would be ready to walk in His purpose for me… and instead of working towards purpose, I was complaining about my steps to get there. Not anymore, from now on, I will embrace what God uses me for (what I enjoy and what I don’t) because that’s what will guide me to my purpose.
Do I know what my full purpose is yet? No. I have no idea what God wants to use me for next. All I can guess at this point is that it’s going to utilize my creativity. After all, my creativity has already allowed me to build relationships with people and do some pretty amazing things to show how great our God is. That’s why, as I’m walking by faith (and not by sight), I will keep listening to what God is telling me to do (and to use my creativity for) and I’m going to start ignoring what society tells me I should do. At the end of the day, I know that God’s plans for me are vastly better than anything I could ever dream of. Besides, if God is for me, who can stand against me? He will lead me to where I need to be, no matter how anyone else feels about what I’m doing, I just have to trust and follow Him for my purpose.
How can you tell if you are creatively purposed? The truth is, you won’t know for sure until you know that you are walking in purpose. If you sound like me, then you are probably creatively purposed. If your creativity has helped you with your walk with God, or helped you show others God’s glory, then you are probably creatively purposed. I think that most of the time, people miss that they are creatively purposed because society says that you should be “marketable” before you are creative. If you believe that you are creatively purposed, please start praying about what God wants for your life, not listening to what society wants for your life. It will make such a big difference.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this post; I hope that you enjoyed it! If you feel like you are creatively purposed, go out and own it! It’s time to show that those of us who are creatively purposed, are still purposed for something great. I hope that you all have a wonderful day and please go read Romans 8:30-39, it is very impactful scripture. As always, much love and God bless!
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